My life is moving at 110 miles per hour. And it’s not stopping. The list of things happening in my life goes on and on and seems never ending. When I tell people that I’m graduating, getting married, and moving all within a month’s time span, they look at me like I’m crazy. And some days I think that I am crazy. This weekend we have our last wedding shower. Three days ago I interviewed for a job. Next week I have my last final and I graduate. Like what? Excuse me? That’s not possible. Three weeks from then I get married. Married. Like what? Excuse me? That’s not possible either. 

Where did senior year go? Where did the last four years of my life go? I look back, and I have all of these memories, but they don’t seem nearly enough. I want four more years, I want to stay in the comfort of college. But at the same time, I am excited. I am getting married. I have someone who loves me and wants to spend all of their time with me. I am thrilled at the possibility of having my own classroom and doing my own thing. I am also terrified. When did we get so old? I still feel like a child. Not a grown woman who is about to graduate and get married. 

As all of this is happening, I am finding it hard to sit back and enjoy my last moments. My last moments as a college student. My last moments as a Pi Phi. My last moments as a single woman. My last moments in a house with three other girls that I can always borrow clothes from and share stories with. My last moments in this city. My last moments in this state. I have to constantly remind myself to stop planning. To smell the roses. To live my last moments here to the fullest. But it is so easy to get caught up in the stress and miss it all, and I am so afraid that I am going to do that. 

So in my last week here in Athens as a UGA student, I am going to stop. breathe. relax. and enjoy. Because I can never get this back. I can only enjoy what time I have left. 

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TWO MONTHSSS

Three weeks from now!

ENGAGED. and it feels so good.

UGA Miracle Dance Marathon

This past weekend, I participated in my first UGA Miracle Dance Marathon. I don’t think I have ever stayed up for a full 24 hours, and I know that seems amazing because I’m a college student, but I love sleep.

Honestly, I was a little hesitant about staying up for all 24 hours and only focusing on these miracle kids. With four tests and a project this week, the nerd inside of me was screaming “how can you give up 24 hours of your life on the weekend before four major tests and not study or sleep for a single hour?!” But, I did it. I stayed awake for 28 hours, and never studied, and never took the time to really worry about it. I may have dozed off for a quick minute, but I pretty much was awake the whole time. And throughout these 24 hours, I realized that staying awake for 24 hours is nothing. Nothing compared to what these families do on a day to day basis. It is the least I can do to help raise money for these amazing families and their miracle children.

I had the luck to be paired with one of the most amazing and awe inspiring Miracle families this year, and you should really read what she says about Dance Marathon. Twenty four hours is basically nothing if you look at the span of your life, and yet this twenty four hours meant so much to her and her family. I am proud to say that I was there to help make a difference and to help her understand how amazing we think her family is and how much support they have from the Miracle community.

Here’s her story about Dance Marathon:

As I searched for a scripture that relates to what these incredible UGA students are doing I found Acts 20:35. In all things I gave you an example, that do laboring ye ought to help the weak, and to remember the words of the Lord Jesus, that he himself said, It is more blessed to give than to receive.

This morning in my inbox was a great devotion from my precious friend Courtney. The scripture was, Carry each other’s burdens, and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ. Galatians 6:2. So fitting.

Back in the summer I received a phone call from a precious UGA student named Calli. We had the most wonderful conversation. She wanted to know if 3 of our children would be miracle kids for UGA miracle. Apparently our sweet friend Kylie had given them our name. Well absolutely. If Kylie was part of it & thought we should be we were there.

The first event we attended was at the zoo in Athens. I know many of you are going there is a zoo in Athens. Well yes there is. Very nice one too. It’s called Bear Hollow Zoo & it’s filled with Georgia’a native wildlife. We saw several animals that had been rescued & were there for rehabilitation.

Soon we met our family partners Sara Bess, Emily & Kayla. What beautiful girls & precious spirits about them.

The big event was this weekend at UGA. It’s called Dance Marathon. There are about 1,000 UGA students giving of their time & love for our children & all the miracle kids.

This was our first time so we weren’t sure what to expect. Sara Bess was waiting for us when we got there. There was a family corner where we got settled & waited for time for it to start. Soon Emily & Kayla joined us.

Opening ceremonies included all the families walking in with their teams. Throughout the 24 hours the colors have different competitions. We were the silver team. When we walked through the 1,000 students minus family partners were lined up on either side for us to walk through. You know how the players run through with the cheerleaders lined up on either side. Well it was like that. The students were our cheerleaders. Well Mary Elizabeth was in her element. All eyes on her with lots of cheering & praise. She loved it. I have to say even daddy who doesn’t like the limelight was so proud to be pushing his angel. Michala didn’t care who all the commotion & excitement was for she just loved it. She saw 1,000 students that would clap with & for her for 24 hours. Marlee Anne thought it was cool & Abe was just not too sure.

Soon it was time to eat. Really?! We ate every 4 hours. I am telling you they thought of everything. Ok maybe not “real” coffee but besides that everything!

Throughout the day & night families shared their stories. Oh wait I didn’t tell ya’ll. UGA Miracle does all this For The Kids (FTK). They raise money that goes to all 3 Children’s Healthcare of Atlanta locations to help the kids. Well we get to hear other families stories, meet new families & hang out with families that walk through this journey with us.

Some how, not sure when it happened Mary Elizabeth found a UGA student to fall in love with. She had this look in her eye, smile & giggle each time he walked up. His name is Michael. He is this big tall guy that towers over Mary Elizabeth is her wheelchair & she loved it!!! She recognizes those who have a special heart & she recognized him right off. I didn’t even get a picture of the two of them together. Oh well next time!

Mike had to come back home midday for Celebrate Our Home. Our family partners were so great & such a huge help during this time. I even got to walk to Jittery Joes with my dear friend Rachel during this time.

It was time to eat yet again. Sandwiches from Schlotzsky’s. Yum! I have to verify but I think all these places donated food. Our first meal was provided by Chick-fil-a.

Mike was back with guitar & drum in hand. Marlee Anne was going to play the guitar while Michala was playing the drum. Afterwards we were scheduled to speak. Marlee Anne got up on stage & froze but Michala had no problem rocking it out. She loved the attention.

As I began to speak I wanted to thank the students but the words didn’t seem to flow. Over 100 students pledged to stand for 24 hours. 24 hours without sitting down. When I heard that Trey was doing that I was blown away. Then I found out most if not all executive board was doing that. Then more & more I was seeing the 2012 race numbers for those standing 24 hours for our children that cannot stand. Our 3 children that use wheelchairs are not using them because they get tired but because their legs are not strong enough for them to stand. Michala could if she had a prosthesis but because her seizures are so hard it would be very dangerous. So these students standing for 24 hours for kids that cannot stand had a huge impact on me. It meant more to me than they will ever know.

There was something going on the entire 24 hours. I missed some of the families sharing their story. The ones I heard were so touching & life changes even the stories I already heard before in the past from the families we are friends with.

At 6 the family partners stayed with the children while the parents went out. Abe was having a tough time so we hung around. Mike went & got sushi for he, Marlee Anne & our family partners but I chose Longhorns which was right beside there. Our longtime dear friends Shirley, Kaitlin & Ashlen who live in Athens came over to spend some time with us. They brought Gigi’s cupcakes. I think they were for Michala but I limited her to one so we could have the rest for our 2:00 AM treat. Man they were good!

After getting the meds done & everyone ready for bed we headed to the hotel. Again something I need to check on but I think the hotel rooms were donated by local hotels. We were staying at the Country Inn & Suites. We got everyone settled & Shirley took me back to the college. After a stop for a “real” coffee to help me through the night.

Shirley & Ashlen stayed with us to watch the hypnotist. WOW! That was amazing & hilarious beyond words. I was so sore from laughing so hard.

There were times when I questioned whether Marlee Anne & I were going to make it the whole 24 hours. It never failed one of students would come up to help us get through. Maybe a snack, a real cup of coffee or a game of spoons. Every time I saw one of the students that had pledged to stand for 24 hours it helped encourage me in a big way.

Our friends came back to speak at 5 so that helped to get us through those hours. Plus an awesome dad went on a Starbucks run.

Throughout the 24 hours the students were learning a dance. They performed it for us at the end. Wow! It was amazing. Michala absolutely loved it!

At the end was the circle of hope. The students had hospital bands on their arms with the names of the Miracle Kids & children who were hospitalized right now at CHOA. The students made a huge & I mean huge circle around the room. The families were in the middle of the circle with scissors. We were to cut off the hospital bands. As I started cutting off the bands the tears started to flow. I cannot put into words very easily what an impact that had on me. I cannot tell you how many hospital bands I have cut off my children’s arms. Each one meaning different things, different hospital visits, different results but with the same meaning. When the hospital band was cut off it meant something was over, something was accomplished. Hopefully with great results. Each band I cut off I prayed for that student that was wearing it. I prayed their lives had been changed, blessed & enriched by what went on this weekend & by what they had accomplished. I prayed for the child or children listed on that band. It was overwhelming in a big way for me & our family.

This year UGA Miracle raised $312,000 for Children’s Healthcare of Atlanta. Over the past 17 years they have raised 3 million dollars. Wow! That’s amazing. This was done by college students. Not that I doubt they could. It’s just that to raise that much money & orchestrate such a huge event like Dance Marathon takes so much time. So much time they could be using to do college stuff. They could be thinking of themselves but instead they are selflessly thinking of & working hard For The Kids. Our kids! To say I am blown away by it & them is putting it mildly. They are awesome! UGA Miracle ya’ll ROCK! Many of ya’ll took time to meet our children, spend time with them & talk to them. Even though you may not have gotten a verbal response from them you hopefully knew what your time & attention meant to them. The pictures show it especially Abe’s look on his face with all the attention he got from the pretty college girls.

As we were leaving some of the students confirmed that you could wear pjs to class so I think Mary Elizabeth is so there if she were going to college. That means I can buy her some DAWGS clothes! Woohoo!!!

Thanks UGA Miracle for all you do!!!

Kelli

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Something I should really take to heart.

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I sure hope so.

Venting

Why is it that everything has an application process?

Why is it that all of the things I want only take a few people?

Why is going against a system so hard?

Why can’t I just do my own thing and work hard to get what I want?

Why must they make this so dang complicated?

WHY DID I FIGURE OUT MY MAJOR SO LATE IN LIFE?

Why is no one else freaking out like I am? Am I missing something? Is there a magical never never land that everyone else is planning on escaping to that I haven’t heard of yet? Because if so, sign me up. Get me a ticket. I’ll do anything to be in a place where I don’t have to grow up any more.

I like systems. I like plans and schedules and knowing what is coming. I don’t like this. I don’t like to struggle. I don’t like feeling like I’m behind. I don’t like not knowing what to do. I don’t like playing catch up and constantly feeling stressed that I’m not getting everything done.

I’m running out of time and I’m only 20… how did this happen?

Pause. Please, life, just pause for a little while. Let me enjoy being twenty before I worry about what I’m going to do when I’m twenty two, or twenty five, or thirty. Please. Just pause. Just let me figure it out before you start again.

The video says it all. Go dawgs!